Cameron was an amazing little girl who died on January 19, 2006. She was truly one of the most precious people to ever walk this earth. As her parents, we will never be able to express the loss we feel now that Cameron is gone. May 2007
I am anticipating May with a sense of sadness. May is Cameron’s birth month. Cameron was born on May 13, 2000. This year, May 13 falls on Mother’s Day. Our family will be traveling to McAlester, OK to see old friends. On the birthday, we will get together and lauch balloons to our little angel. The following day we will go to the school Cameron attended (and location of her death) to see a new walking trail. There is an area next to the trail with a bench, flowers, rock and plaque in memory of Cameron. I have made a stepping stone to put next to the trail. Then we will go to the Warren Clinic where I worked to see the tulip tree planted there for Cameron last year. I heard it survived the ice storm. Please pray for our strength during this difficult time. Just thinking about a trip back to McAlester and especially to her school causes me stress. It is something that I want to do, yet hate to do at the same time.
Many people ask me how I am doing. I will tell you, everyday is a challenge. I cry in the car a lot. I listen to Christian music. I try to pray. I spend time with my family. I work, sleep, and go throught the daily motions of life. My beautiful girls keep me going, but one of them is forever gone. Living without Cameron is the hardest thing I have ever done. All things considered, I feel I am doing the best I can. Thanks and take care– Susan
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